Monday, November 23, 2009

He Ate My Heart

Just when I thought I could move on from Mr J, Mr H turned into a huge douche. It's funny how guys can go from good to evil in a matter of seconds. But I don't even blame Mr H for doing a complete 360 almost over night, despite the fact that I am still baffled why he does not seem to be attracted to me any longer, at least not nearly as much as he initially appeared to be.

Because Mr J is coming back to Ohio for Christmas and we will have a whole week to hang out with each other before I go back to Philly to see my family over my break from school. And, I hate to say it, but despite all the jealous outbursts and sporadic childish behavior from Mr J lately... I'm still looking forward to seeing this man after almost 4 months of being apart from each other. I am pretty much counting down the days (just 18 more!) until I see him again.

There's something that can be said about all of this when I still get butterflies in my stomach every time I think of this guy. Maybe Mr H came in and out of my life just to make me realize that I am just not ready to be over Mr J yet...

4 comments:

P said...

so what actually happened with mr H?

Fluffycat said...

Gah, some men are just nuts. There is no other explanation there. Or maybe space aliens. Always better to find out early before you get tied down with them.

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Penny Lane said...

Ah sweetie, I'm sorry. But I think all along it was tough for you to move on from Mr. J so who knows? Maybe you're right. Maybe this was all just to show you how important he is and how much you both still care about each other. My fingers are crossed for you. Can't wait to hear how that week in Ohio goes!