Saturday, October 24, 2009

Torn Between Two


When I was out with Mr H last night, Mr J texted me several times. I ignored it.
He called me several times around 2am. I ignored it.
He texted me more but I was too preoccupied with Mr H. So I ignored it.

And then in my inbox this morning, I saw this:
"looks like you messed things up last night. if there is one thing i do not take from anyone is to be out right ignored, and lied to. the last thing you texted me was that ur at a bar...you've answered your phone at a bar when ive called before, let alone text me...and then you went on to ignore me further by not texting me back when you "got home" which is why i finding the fact you went home alone highly doubtful. So I'm sure you are seeing someone or at least you did last night...it was very inconsiderate of you to not as much as text me back when it was clear that i was upset by your ignoring me. If you really do "like" me, it's gonna take one hell of an explanation to get me to understand, as of not i could care less if we talk again, from how you ignored me last night...it was beyond rude."

He, of course, is not my boyfriend so the jealousy issues need to be dealt with, on his personal time. I, however, am being deceitful in not telling him about Mr H. So what, right? I don't owe him anything... but I do, however, feel like a shady person for not revealing the truth and letting it be known, once and for all, that I just might be moving on.

I could tell Mr J the truth about Mr H. That would, without a doubt, put an end to anything I've had with Mr J. My dilemma is that the romance with Mr H is still so brand new and I don't know nearly enough about him to know if he really is who he says he is and I still miss Mr J so much and we share so much history.... In the end, depending on a decision I make, I might just end up alone.

But I guess I can't have my cake and eat it too, so I need to make that decision, even if it means losing Mr J in the end.

13 comments:

Early Bird said...

I'd say drop Mr. J. The jealousy issue is a bit over the top and is doubtful to get any better within the confines of an official relationship. I see a red flag.

Fluffycat said...

Yeah reading this made my skin crawl. Sounds like Mr J is not the cool customer I thought him to be, but someone with mega issues and pretty controlling for someone who isn't even your boyfriend.

Penny Lane said...

Two guys who want you is a good problem to have! I understand your reservations, though, and it probably is time to pick just one. Who gives you butterflies when you kiss? Go with your gut - it's never wrong.

P said...

Right well you know I've been rooting for you and Mr J from the outset pretty much , . . but i think his behaviour in this case is appalling.

But, on the other hand, you made him JEALOUS!!! (Woohoo...)

Anonymous said...

I think you shouldn't have to justify yourself to someone who's made it clear that he wasn't available at the moment. If he had wanted to do the long distance relationship thing, he should have said so. Wait, did he?

Anyway, I'm just getting the impression that he's the one who wants his cake and eat it too. I mean, does he expect you to be on stand-by and not see anyone else until he's ready to come visit you? That doesn't seem fair to me.

- N

dmarie1517 said...

I got to this post today and was bummed. Not because of what you had to say but because its the last one you have posted recently. I have been working on catching up on reading everything you have read and have been fascinated by your blogs. I live in Louisville and enjoyed reading about while you were here. Look forward to reading much more and find out more about Mr. H and Mr. J!

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