Saturday, September 12, 2009

Epilogue?

So as I suspected, he said today that getting together over the weekend "isn't such a good idea". He said that he misses me and that last weekend he got jealous of a guy friend I was talking to him about. He said he isn't a jealous person so the pinch of jealousy caught him by surprise and that made him realize that he might have some deep(er) feelings for me.

He said that he likes me and he is sad that we cannot date right now. He said that seeing me now and knowing that we won't see each other for a long time would be hard on him. He said he wants to see me during our Thanksgiving and Christmas breaks, and though Christmas right now it seems like forever and a day from now, I desperately want to wait for him to visit me nevertheless.

I might be stupid and he might lose interest in me by then. But hey, you can't blame a girl for trying, right?

3 comments:

P said...

I don't blame you for being sad. But at least he was honest with you and he definitely seems to have fallen for you.

Penny Lane said...

Chin up, he's being open and admits to real feelings for you. Keep talking and who knows what will happen. Regardless, you know every moment was worth it and that he felt the same way. My fingers are crossed for you! Keep us posted!

Passionista said...

I hate when break ups happen due to distance because it makes it that much harder to move on or accept. I hesitate to even offer advice because I don't know your situation like you do. But I will say that it is good you will be seeing him again, and that's something to look forward to. But I learned during my breakup you still have to start the healing process, don't want to hold yourself back by holding onto that future meeting. Good luck, I understand that ache very well.